the magical words were achieved. in fact more magical words than i expected.
"i am trying to figure out how i can help you."
"the bishop told me that you asked to make an appointment with him and i think that is a good idea" the rest was "although --- is leaving and so things will probably be on hiatus for awhile.' which i already knew and expected.
so do i know what is happening next. no, still no. but i am hopeful that after i meet with the bishop he will have some idea of how i might take steps to wander back on the beaten path.
what i really want to put on facebook, because it is hilarious. i was talking to --- about the panic disorder, and she said that was good and to keep it up because i come across, when i get that way, as fragile and narcissistic. I may or may not feel fragile, but I never feel narcissistic. I think that the fact that I am pretty disinterested in this and sort of look at the whole thing as a bug in a jar is good. But between this interview and the strides I am making with --- at school-I may be able to move beyond this after all.
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That's awesome.
Oakland is starting to burn, I think I am going to go watch.
